Abba Father

It's a good thing this isn't for a grade anymore. I really should post more often. Don't fret though, my laptop is full of blog's that I never got the energy to edit and therefore never posted.. Someday maybe I'll be one of those obnoxious nobody's who publishes a book. I won't have enough to say, so I'll include my saved but never published blog entries and then you can read all about the last month and a half of 2011.


Tori, I miss you. It's hurting me how far away you are right now, and I wish I could spill all the things the Lord has shown me out on the floor in front of you to dissect and gush and pray over together.  Don't worry, I'm keeping my journals with a feisty vigilance this summer so you won't miss a beat when we're reunited.


Father's day just passed. I lived through it. I wish I had more poetic words but all the perfect descriptor is pretty simple. Bad day. It pains me that the man I should love more than any other man in the world at this stage of my life may not  be spending eternity with my King. I ask for your continued prayers that my daddy will come running back to Christ's arms and starts living for the Lord.  I am desperate for him to know God. I have full confidence that God is so sovereign that He will restore my relationship with my dad someday. I can't wait till that happens, and if you're praying I'd ask that to be on your hearts as well.


I spent most of yesterday in prayer, even when I was around others. I celebrated my Heavenly Father on Father's day, and thanked Him for all His blessings and His constant presence even in the times it seems nothing could ever be good again. God is just so GREAT. If you're reading this and lost, I urge you to find out more about my Abba Father.


Another blog is about to follow this. I realize the kosher thing is to spread them out...but I only have internet every so often so you'll just have to read twice as much. Sorry:)